wild mountain thyme

when i got the bad news last friday that Granddad had died i was out at greg's farm. we had spent a wonderful thursday night just hanging out, and talking and having a beautiful dinner and far too much port. we were sitting there on friday morning having coffee and looking out over the fields and enjoying what was truly a perfect september day.

greg turned off the music that had been playing, and took up his guitar, and sang me the most beautiful song - "wild mountain thyme" - while tears streamed down my face.

that song will forever remind me of that day, and will always be comforting. his voice, combined with those beautiful words, filled me with love.

just this love

it seems like greg is capturing my emotions perfectly lately. such sad news, my beloved granddad passed away on friday morning. he was a wonderful, wonderful man, and i'll miss him so much. i wish i could give him one more hug.

and i just want to hold onto you

one of my favourite lines, by one of my favourite people.

i love the feel of the wind on my face and my arms in this gorgeous fall weather.

playing hooky

well, it turns out that when faced with glorious weather and an inability to focus on work that my solution is to simply spend the entire day shopping in kensington market and drinking beer on the patio at sneaky dee's with friends.

to cry about

mary margaret o'hara is singing to me on this gorgeous day as i sip my coffee (decaf) and try to get a handle on what i need to accomplish.

and i still fall for you after you go...

how can one type with such glorious moments of music and such a blue blue sky beckoning me through the window?

hello dolly

well. let me tell you. this was one of the most memorable moments of my life.

dolly brought a tear to my eye. that voice. she was also completely gracious and friendly. truly a highlight. it's always scary when you actually get to meet one of your idols, as they are really not always as lovely as you think they're going to be. she was as wonderful as i've always imagined.

mad hot

went and saw a movie last night called 'mad hot ballroom'. it was a documentary about a ballroom dancing competition in New York City public schools. it was great. wendy was in need of some inspiration as she's heard nothing but bad things about the kids in her new school. it gave her the needed inspiration. she's going to change some lives.

holidays

back to the grind, but of course i need to update the blog right off.

wendy and i had a brilliant time on our holiday. tons of reading, swimming, cooking good food. it was beyond excellent.

before we left we had the godkids at our folks' place. mini-golfing, swimming, playing with the dog. so great.

august

love it. wendy and i have rented a cottage off-the-grid next week. no electricity, no tv, no phone. should be heavenly.

i was driving back to toronto from simcoe yesterday, and it was so beautiful i had to stop and take a picture of the blazing sun going down over the corn fields. i really am a country girl at heart.

the long weekend

finally.

perfect day

I love this Lou Reed song. I know it's about heroin addiction, but I enjoy taking it at face value. It breaks my heart. This and his "Pale Blue Eyes".

Today really is a perfect day:
It's gorgeous.
We're having pedicures at the office with martinis, starting at 4:00.
Then we're going to see Ray Lamontagne.
Then Justin Rutledge.
So good.

Just a perfect day,
Drink Sangria in the park,
And then later, when it gets dark,
We go home.
Just a perfect day,
Feed animals in the zoo
Then later, a movie, too,
And then home.

Oh it's such a perfect day,
I'm glad I spent it with you.
Oh such a perfect day,
You just keep me hanging on,
You just keep me hanging on.

Just a perfect day,
Problems all left alone,
Weekenders on our own.
It's such fun.
Just a perfect day,
You made me forget myself.
I thought I was someone else,
Someone good.

Oh it's such a perfect day,
I'm glad I spent it with you.
Oh such a perfect day,
You just keep me hanging on,
You just keep me hanging on.

You're going to reap just what you sow...

hillside. such joy.

wow. what a fun weekend.

there's nothing i love more than good music, laughter, and hanging out with my family and friends. truly magical.

erin was amazing.

here are some photos.

friday

thank heavens.

what a week. it's been exhausting.

that being said, i'm thrilled to be going to hillside this weekend. erin's playing, as are a million other cool kids. looking forward to swimming and camping and hearing great music for hours on end.

wrong side

today is one of those days that i woke up on the wrong side of the bed.

firstly, my grand plan to come into the office early was thwarted by my body's refusal to get out of bed. fine. i snoozed the alarm for an hour, and came in at the normal time. no problem there.

or maybe i'm wrong.

band's hotels are messed up in ireland, and the venue hasn't booked them anywhere to stay tonight, and it's already 6:00 pm there.

why oh why is this my job?

fix the hotel rooms.

phew.

band is tired and cranky. they're exhausted. i get that. i have volunteered to go on the US tour so that i can remember what it's like to be on the road and how annoying everything is if you don't know where you're staying or your hotel is 3 miles from everything. not sure if it'll happen, but my heart was in the right place.

i am very much looking foward to my holidays next month. wendy and i just need to pick the place. we'd like to stay on the ocean. we're going to see if we can. either that, or new york city with erin when she tapes conan. we want something cheap and cheerful.

i'm going to make 10 mixed cds for when we go on the road trip.

i'm just thankful hillside is in 2 days.

moves you didn't make are overdue

a lyric by neil cleary, who i love.
what a line. those are about the only kind of moves i make.

optimism

i am certainly an optimist. the glass is half full, always has been. that does make me the annoying cheerful person in most every situation.

i am finding it a bit more difficult these days to maintain that positive attitude with all that is going on in the world. in an effort to remind myself the good that folks are doing, i cheer myself up at:

laura & woody
code pink
making poverty history

endless summer nights

who sings that? richard marx, or something, if my sick mind remembers correctly.

i got the funniest note from one of my oldest friends, tanya, today. she reminded me that when we were younger we used to lie on her black tar driveway in the blazing sun in order to make ourselves really hot. when we could stand it no longer we would run into her backyard and jump into the pool. what an inane thing to do, but we loved it so much. nowadays i think that my body would go into shock.

she was reminiscing about how we used to dream that we'd work with famous people, and how funny it was that i am now putting her on the guest list for rodeo at the borderline in london, england. i think it's amazing that she's living there with her partner and is having all of these incredible traveling adventures, and she thinks it's amazing that i work with rock and roll bands. it is interesting to see where folks end up! sometimes in extremely different places than you'd ever imagine.

say cheese!

my dear friend candis says that i can post a photo here.

if this works it's going to be the amazing & talented erin mckeown, my gorgeous sister, and myself....

fingers crossed.

love is in the air

mom & dad's anniversary. 1969. the summer of love, i call it.

i do hope that i find a love like theirs.

july

the streets are sizzling today. they're saying that this could be the hottest week of the summer (34+), however i think it's early to start making those grand statements. it's just tempting the weather fates into throwing us a doozy of a heat wave. i'm looking forward to a nice cold beer on the patio in mere moments.

had a great weekend of hanging with mom and dad in simcoe. i really do feel blessed to have such a close relationship with them. the older i get the more i value every moment we have together. once you start losing those you love you can't take anything for granted.

erin played her show here last week. i thought it was great. i think she's incredible. her record makes me weep it's so good. "you were right about everything" slays me.